Nova x Seamus Chapter 6 FAN FIC

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Chapter 6

I could hear his every heartbeat, every breath, I could feel his muscles tense, holding me tighter against his body, his lips hovered over me ear as he whispered something soft, it took me a few seconds to understand what he had said
"who knows?"
I swallow as his fingers gripped tighter, He knew I was awake the whole time,
"Sly"
he sighs
"what does he know?"
his voice was soothing I strangely felt relaxed,
"everything."
he leaned in closer to my ear
"he doesn't need to know about this" he taunted as he bit my ear softly and seductively,
I pulled away and turned to face him, for once I wasn't speechless with questions, but with butterflies. His eyes held no specific colour in the darkness of the room, his lips didn't hold his normal smirk either, he still held his grip on me and I watched his eyes close as he leaned into me kissing my forehead softly. He pulled his head away slowly trying to find eye contact, but they never met, I looked down trying to hide my blushing cheeks as I collapsed my head into him chest and held him by his lower back promising myself to never let go, sleep came soon after.

I woke up the next morning alone, I sat up and tried to recall last night, I remember him entering the room, him kissing my forehead and falling asleep in his arms, I also remember that Seamus snored, badly. I don't know what to think any more, last night, felt right but, im not gay. The door suddenly swooped open unannounced with Seamus holding two cups of coffee, he handed me one then played with my hair, I made a fake laugh then leaped toward the bathroom and locked the door shut behind me to calm down. I never had feeling for Seamus before, what am I saying? do I still have any feelings for Seamus?
"no" I reassured to myself outloud, im not gay. I turned around and opened the door finding Seamus right where I left him, a large smile framed his face instantly making mine do the same when I looked at him, I think to myself or maybe I do have feelings for Seamus.

It was Sly's last day in the house and we all decided to say goodbye with a party, we drank, we humiliated ourselves, we played games, it was the most fun I had in a while. The more I drank the more I forgot about Seamus, it was only about 1:30 in the morning and we all felt the night was coming to the end,
"hey fuck you guys!" I rage after dying in mw3
Sly giggled and chugged the last bit left in the empty Jack Daniels bottle, Dan was asleep on the ground, Max was beside him drool running down his cheek, and Hordon had left a little while ago after only drinking a mountain dew, so it was only left with me Seamus and Sly hiccuping and playing mw3 surrounded by empty liquor bottles. I had drank too much and felt I was going to vomit, Sly got up and stretched
"Goodnight boys" he yawned
I got up and stumbled my way to him falling into his arms giggling
"I love you dude"
wait did I just say that? I nuzzle his chest stupidly as he hugs me back laughing hysterically.
"seriously dude im going to miss you"
"awwwwww" is all I can make out through his continuous laughter. After Sly left upstairs I turn back to Seamus standing with his arms crossed, he looked pissed maybe jelouse?
"What?" I ask still standing there
"what was that?"
"me and sly?"
"who the fuck else" he raised his voice a little
"what is with you?"
He approached me quickly not stumbling at all, he held me by my lower back and spun me as he leaned in and kissed me.